John 18:36 Jesus answered, My kingdom is not of this world: if my kingdom were of this world, then would my servants fight, that I should not be delivered to the Jews: but now is my kingdom not from hence.
John 18:37 Pilate therefore said unto him, Art thou a king then? Jesus answered, Thou sayest that I am a king. To this end was I born, and for this cause came I into the world, that I should bear witness unto the truth. Every one that is of the truth heareth my voice.
These are the words of the Bible (KJV) cut from John. I have put two sentences in Bold. Will you really stand up to the words of the Bible and proclaim that the earth is not your Kingdom? or otherwise that the earth is not the Kingdom of your Lord and God?
If here's not your place then why do you spend all your time trying to make a living here? Who is really laying treasures in heaven? The sweat which drips from the skin of every man today is the sweat of hardwork that is initiated by our innate desire for money, fame and pleasure, none of which may be divine or will contribute anything to afterlife.
I want you to readdress yourself. When you are in a school and you don't read, you can't learn anything talk less of passing your exams, even if you know how to read and you think you already know the courses. Do you not announce yourself a hypocrite by calling yourself a Christian if you are not? Do you let the will of God reign in your life or do you choose what your flesh wants; joy, pride, sexual pleasure, deceit and the rest of the family...?
Shifting into another plane of understanding,
The wonderful thing about God is that the most important thing he looks at in you is your heart, do you yearn for him? Do you love your neighbour as you love yourself or would you rather deceive/suppress him so that you will be higher than him? Do you really love God? Do you love him more than you love the person you are crushing on, or the person you are engaged or married to? Do you really love God? How can you love something you don't even understand yet? There are a lot more questions you need to ask yourself in other to get clarified.
In conclusion, try to at least live a life of truth. The numerous amounts of fake Christians today including those who were crosses and rosaries keep the young world confused about the true meaning of Christianity!!!! These are the people to which Jesus has rebuked and cursed bitterly in the gospel, the hypocrites are the most detested by God, they are the people who distort the truth. If you know you are not a Christian then stop hurting further by claiming to be one. I truly find it hard to call myself a Christian and only the Grace of God which seems to be far from me can save me!
Rethink today and establish a path to guide you in life. Most human beings pretend in more than 80% of the things they do in public. Oops! This is really bad and I don't know the solution. If you know do tell me please.